Inktober 2025

NASEEHAT

They sanitized the cells with bone powder

Swept away his mustache strands

Cast the crown into the murky crowd

Blind, weaving together, cheering for blood

For a deer in the piercing white headlights

A starfish in the sweep of the tide

Heavy in the current, tumbling

Reckless in their lunacy, the pull

Crashing against the barricade mechanically

The sting of pepper in their eyes


Shredded by bullets and the cold

Drinking in the streets I stood ragged

Watching the parade pass my feverish eyes

Blundering into the ornate Eid night

Stumbling resolute on the Grand Trunk

Headed nowhere in their finest clothes

The arctic blast that seeped through my bones

As if someone had pressed a button

Watching my rival, my beloved enemy

Dealing out, dealing with their own victory


I was a firefly in the vacant dark of your eyes

Seeking the warmth of your inferno

Puzzling over your skeletal remains

Your face marked on your shroud

As the rowdy shadows on the wall

Found with a cry their golden award

And placed it on the golden calf reverent

Threw up manna and demanded onions

My Beloved, all the lessons in the world

Do not compare to the face on the shroud


What is Jamal then, but a spectre that haunts the cold road

An illusion of a life watching the cars crash in their rage

What is Jamal that is not the crowd, what are they but him

On whose heavy head does the crown lie but ours then

Made in His Image, craving unity in a broken home

One must drink the pain away, but the drug is the question

The poor cannot afford wine, so they sniff what they find

He who has put the cup of wine in my hands guides me

To gaze into the enemy’s eyes across his Table spread

To drown my sorrows and paint His portrait for them.


I drained my cup resolute one day

I took up my easel and brush

I painted the rebel’s blazing eyes

Angry at the world, hungry for the world

His dead eyes staring serene at God’s face

I began to daub my brush in red wine

Tracing the lost world, awash in green

Men with thick beards and large hearts

Images printed on cheap plastic sheets

Until the poor can read the Quran.

 

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